The tribe had come to camp in the
desert valley across a stream that was an invisible boundary of their
Homeland. The tribe had decided to rest at the edge of the stream and
store food for their journey. With the limited amount of people and
the same amount of work to be done, everyone was needed. Each person
performed a vital function in the community and the young woman was
no exception.
Except she felt a calling. At first
it was just an elated feeling in the morning, that would become a yearning
like hunger at noon and then it would turn into an aching by nightfall
where it would enter her dreams. She didn't understand her feelings
at first and often blamed it on her lack of food or rest. She would
tell herself to ignore it and it'll go away but it didn't.
She seemed to satisfy the feeling
by being near the edge of the stream and watching the sunrise above
the mountains of their Homelands before she started the morning chores.
One morning she awoke suddenly and
vividly recalled a dream she was in. She had been on top of a high mountain,
where she could see the ends of the earth. The sky surrounded her and
when the clouds touched her, she rose with the gift of flight where
she saw her ancestors joining her. What a great feeling of contentment
and exuberance she felt. She knew what she had to do. She had to go
back to their Homelands. She had to find this place of her dreams and
complete it.
She told her Grandfather how she
felt, about the dream and her plans. Her Grandfather told her, she was
greatly needed where she was at. He told her how valuable she was to
the tribe and how successful she had been in keeping the fire going
and taking care of what was left of the family and tribe. He told her
how vital she was to the future of her family and the generations she
could create with her strength and beautiful Gift-of-Life.
She listened to her Grandfather
and understood what he said. She also believed in his words and realized
that if she set out on her dream, she would have to go alone and leave
her family and friends behind. And the probability of returning was
not in her favor - let alone survive.
So she settled into her work, talked
and danced with her friends, played with her brother and at night she
dreamed. In the morning, she would still get up in time to see the sunrise
over their Homelands.
One morning as she rose, she could
no longer ignore or deny her feelings. She walked to her usual place
of solitude and walked steady into the stream. Before she entered the
bush line, she looked back and saw her Grandfather. He picked up the
gourd she used to fill with water for the morning tea and as he walked
toward the stream, he smiled at her. He knew where she was going.
She set out with no provisions,
not even a blanket. She ate nothing along the way, only taking water
from the land. By the third day she arrived at the base of a high mountain
range. As she started to climb the peaks, she felt the chill of winter
but her dream drove her on. She knew the dream was real and she would
find it at the top of this mountain.
When she was almost to the top,
she doubted her path, there was a huge cliff in her way. She couldn't
find a way around or over it, so she sat down to rest. She thought of
her Grandfather and Brother, how they were sitting down to eat. She
was cold, tired and hungry but worst of all, she thought she might of
taken the wrong path. After all, she had never been to this part of
the peaks before but her heart had lead her here so she placed her troubles
unto the Great Spirit believing that the dream was sent from him and
with his power her dream would become real. Just then a hawk flew by
over to a small pine tree and seemed to disappear into the shadows.
She made her way to the tree, which was not easy to do because of the
loose rocks, and hidden behind the pine tree was a small opening. Air
was coming out towards her, so she gathered some branches and moss to
make a small torch and entered the opening.
She found that it grew wider and
soon she could stand. It then opened into a small cave with stalagmite
and columns of calcium deposits with a clear stream running down the
middle. She found more wood to build a fire and drawings on the walls.
There was even a few ferns in one corner.
The fire soon warmed the cave. She
became drowsy and soon fell into a trance. She envisioned the Hawk she
saw earlier except it was as big as she was and was dancing on the other
side of the flames. As she watched, Hawk spoke to her of her dreams
and ancestors, saying all awaited her. Then Hawk disappeared into the
shadows beckoning her to follow.
She awoke with a start! It was morning.
Did she dream the vision? It seemed to be so real....then she saw the
light of morning coming in through another entrance, different from
the one that had led her here. She walked through it and followed a
narrow passage that kept going up. Soon she was on a vista. On top of
the peaks, looking all around she realized this was her dream! It was
Real!
She could see the ends of the Earth
in all Four-Directions. She could see the desert far below and the sky
was filled the Four-Winds. She took a deep breath and embraced her vision.
Her dream was one with her. Then the clouds touched her and she felt
light as a feather. In her enthusiasm she threw herself off the mountain
top and her ancestors joined her. As they did, her body changed. It
grew wings and when she opened her eyes, she was the Hawk. She rode
the wind into the desert floor and saw the people gathering and hunting.
Then she flew over the camp and saw her Brother in the stream and her
Grandfather at the fire. As she soared up with a scream, she caught
her Grandfather's eye. He knew the Hawk was her and he smiled. She was
home at last.