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        by S.R.A. Gilbert












        So Play Me Well


        His guitar's like a mistress
        Ready for caressing,
        Ready for the kissing

        So play me well and take me to that coming place
        Somewhere between my heaven and hell
        And if there is a hell, I will not tell
        So play me well

        His fingers gently ask for her melody
        And she gives it because
        She knows you are her lover

        So play me well and take me to that coming place
        Somewhere between my heaven and hell
        There is no hell then when you caress me
        So play me well

        You slide your fingers down her neck
        And find the notes she will not fail
        To give back in a lover's wailing sigh

        So play me well and take me to that coming place
        Somewhere between my heaven and hell
        And if there is a hell, I will not tell
        So play me well

        His guitar is his singer, his postman deliverer
        Of a lover's letter; So send it soon
        There will be a reply in smiles and applause

        So play her well and take us to that coming place
        Somewhere between a heaven and hell
        There is no hell then when you caress her
        So play her well

        Chalk Walks the Talk!


        With sabers made of chalk we cut to the heart.
        We make the sidewalk our clean slate.
        With chalk in hand, we
        Stop and kneel to the might of the pen...
        Erase that...make it the might of chalk and The colored chalk on walk catches the sunlight
        And our feverish print catches other eyes.
        These sabers brandish our faith,
        Brandish patience.
        Brandish hate.
        Brandish love.

        Beating swords into plowshares with chalk.
        For a brief chalky moment,
        We beg you to look down and around youselves.
        Like ocean waves rolling to shore and caressing our feet.
        The words caress our minds
        And wash away with the rain.

        Not soon enough, we write again.


        A River Speaks


        I have flowed passed you for a million days.
        You did not hear me breathe
        As I said my hellos and goodbyes.
        My path has been cut by my ancestors,
        Who walked my bed of silt and sand, rocks,
        Boulders and vast depths.

        But you hear only the smooth fall.
        The crashing of my watery heart
        Against all that blocks my way.
        Until I see you again beside me,
        You imagine where I go,
        Who drinks from me,
        Who takes the bubbly journey with me.

        I make that sound in the distance,
        That toppling over myself, falling, rising and whirling.
        A solitary hawk circles above the whirlpool
        Waiting to dive on a fish caught in the dizzy wave.
        My magpies skim my skin for long-legged dragonflies
        That balance for a thrilling moment
        Until a warm stomach takes them away from all they knew.
        And still I'm never alone--
        The shore touches me with grass
        Filled with adoring ants and flies, bees and their cousins.

        My shoulders are the red buttes of flagstone
        That have held me,
        Loved me faithfully through the million days.
        Days of fire.
        Days of rain.
        Days of molten earth.
        Days of movement.
        And still they glow red with memories.
        They never stop speaking to me along my journey.

        Yet you sit beside me,
        Willing to hear only me.
        Glide with me.
        Touch me with a yearning
        You remember from the water sack
        That bore you.
        Now you are safely at my side.

        Once more I give birth to all
        That swims below and floats above.
        A bit of foam, my breath.
        I glimmer in your eyes, and
        I journey on.

        River Mother


        From crystal heights, now flowing muddy
        Turning silky green to mud again
        To lie with a Mexican Gulf
        She slides down to feed us in the valley
        Cutting a path of fertility
        Through an already enchanted land
        A passionate mother, she carries herself
        Screaming between canyon walls
        A grand mother, she carries herself
        Down the heart to feed her acequias
        Mother to all her enchanted children
        Parallel acequias suckle her
        Hungry dry rows thirst
        She's pregnant and dammed
        Freed, wildly inching to the Gulf
        To rest in the arms of this lover
        Does he know what she is?
        Where's she's been?
        What a treasure she is?
        She melts into him


        The Ghost Lover of Dripping Springs


        The black night sky exploded
        With the fires of Independence Day
        In Acoma's shadow,
        Dripping Springs sparkled with fiery droplets.
        And his brothers slept
        And he dreamed the dream of a restless ghost
        Whose cold breath blew fast
        And cradled him with her cold hands.
        Her ghost life filled his bed of junipers and rock
        And whispered this story:

        "Dream of me and know the life I could not live
        Creator's daughter, I led my sheep
        Down dusty paths below Acoma walls
        Singularly aloof until a preacher from El Paso
        Came with sermons to win my soul.
        Eyes the color of New Mexico skies;
        Hair the color of freshly husked corn.
        I saw but did not hear him;
        And he saw only me,
        Brown hair thickly braided
        Milk white teeth shyly smiling
        And reflecting only him.

        Walking the juniper mesa
        Planning a life together;
        He would come with horse and carriage for me.
        On an icy Christmas night when luminarias
        Would guide him to my stone house
        Riding through to a snowy wedding march
        He was to meet me here.

        Slipping into frozen sleep;
        I waited a lonely purgatory
        Looking for him
        But have you really come?"

        And he whispered, still dreaming
        Reaching into her purgatory,
        With words she wanted to hear:
        "Dear phantom of Dripping Springs,
        Rest in peace.
        Your lover has finally come!"


        Minutiae


        Little things, tiny things,
        Inconspicuous life-minutiae.
        They never heard me say that
        Minutiae meant nothing important,
        Too tiny to waste my time-trivial details.

        On a sleepy Chama River bank the first of July, 2:30 p.m.
        Minutia is alive and all too important to itself.
        Oblivious beneath towering red sandstone buttes
        Consuming my eye, my soul and senses.
        Swallowing me for a moment until I listen.

        To a minutia insect doing its dance on a tiny yellow flower petal
        As tiny as the petal but on top of its world.
        Minutiae falls like cottonwood tree seeds
        Floating like snowflakes that forgot it was summer.

        A minutia of wind makes the riverbank grass bend
        And hum to a flock of ducks on the other side
        That rest on a cool muddy bank
        And stare at me staring at them.

        A minutia of sound from a bumblebee
        As it clings to the bulbous petals
        Of an unknown pink flower
        Growing among the bending grass
        That hums to it not paying attention.

        Minutiae white and orange butterflies
        That never cease fluttering,
        Seeming to never light,
        Always searching,
        Surprising the brown land with color.

        Minutiae ants that build and gather
        Along the trail to the river
        Their land, not mine it seems.
        I'm careful to not step on their work.

        Mindful to note that an awesome landscape
        Will always consume me, while
        Minutiae below it belong to my path.
        Making that landscape come alive.
        Oh, how not so trivial!


        S.R.A. Gilbert, a native New Mexican, was born in Belen, NM, schooled there to high school and later attended the College of St. Joseph on the Rio Grande which later became the University of Albuquerque. Presently, she works for the College of Education at the University of New Mexico. (July 05)


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