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So Play Me Well
His guitar's like a mistress
Ready for caressing,
Ready for the kissing
So play me well and take me to that coming place
Somewhere between my heaven and hell
And if there is a hell, I will not tell
So play me well
His fingers gently ask for her melody
And she gives it because
She knows you are her lover
So play me well and take me to that coming place
Somewhere between my heaven and hell
There is no hell then when you caress me
So play me well
You slide your fingers down her neck
And find the notes she will not fail
To give back in a lover's wailing sigh
So play me well and take me to that coming place
Somewhere between my heaven and hell
And if there is a hell, I will not tell
So play me well
His guitar is his singer, his postman deliverer
Of a lover's letter; So send it soon
There will be a reply in smiles and applause
So play her well and take us to that coming place
Somewhere between a heaven and hell
There is no hell then when you caress her
So play her well
Beating swords into plowshares with chalk.
For a brief chalky moment,
We beg you to look down and around youselves.
Like ocean waves rolling to shore and caressing our feet.
The words caress our minds
And wash away with the rain.
Not soon enough, we write again.
A River Speaks
I have flowed passed you for a million days.
You did not hear me breathe
As I said my hellos and goodbyes.
My path has been cut by my ancestors,
Who walked my bed of silt and sand, rocks,
Boulders and vast depths.
But you hear only the smooth fall.
The crashing of my watery heart
Against all that blocks my way.
Until I see you again beside me,
You imagine where I go,
Who drinks from me,
Who takes the bubbly journey with me.
I make that sound in the distance,
That toppling over myself, falling, rising and whirling.
A solitary hawk circles above the whirlpool
Waiting to dive on a fish caught in the dizzy wave.
My magpies skim my skin for long-legged dragonflies
That balance for a thrilling moment
Until a warm stomach takes them away from all they knew.
And still I'm never alone--
The shore touches me with grass
Filled with adoring ants and flies, bees and their cousins.
My shoulders are the red buttes of flagstone
That have held me,
Loved me faithfully through the million days.
Days of fire.
Days of rain.
Days of molten earth.
Days of movement.
And still they glow red with memories.
They never stop speaking to me along my journey.
Yet you sit beside me,
Willing to hear only me.
Glide with me.
Touch me with a yearning
You remember from the water sack
That bore you.
Now you are safely at my side.
Once more I give birth to all
That swims below and floats above.
A bit of foam, my breath.
I glimmer in your eyes, and
I journey on.
"Dream of me and know the life I could not live
Creator's daughter, I led my sheep
Down dusty paths below Acoma walls
Singularly aloof until a preacher from El Paso
Came with sermons to win my soul.
Eyes the color of New Mexico skies;
Hair the color of freshly husked corn.
I saw but did not hear him;
And he saw only me,
Brown hair thickly braided
Milk white teeth shyly smiling
And reflecting only him.
Walking the juniper mesa
Planning a life together;
He would come with horse and carriage for me.
On an icy Christmas night when luminarias
Would guide him to my stone house
Riding through to a snowy wedding march
He was to meet me here.
Slipping into frozen sleep;
I waited a lonely purgatory
Looking for him
But have you really come?"
And he whispered, still dreaming
Reaching into her purgatory,
With words she wanted to hear:
"Dear phantom of Dripping Springs,
Rest in peace.
Your lover has finally come!"
On a sleepy Chama River bank the first of July, 2:30 p.m.
Minutia is alive and all too important to itself.
Oblivious beneath towering red sandstone buttes
Consuming my eye, my soul and senses.
Swallowing me for a moment until I listen.
To a minutia insect doing its dance on a tiny yellow flower petal
As tiny as the petal but on top of its world.
Minutiae falls like cottonwood tree seeds
Floating like snowflakes that forgot it was summer.
A minutia of wind makes the riverbank grass bend
And hum to a flock of ducks on the other side
That rest on a cool muddy bank
And stare at me staring at them.
A minutia of sound from a bumblebee
As it clings to the bulbous petals
Of an unknown pink flower
Growing among the bending grass
That hums to it not paying attention.
Minutiae white and orange butterflies
That never cease fluttering,
Seeming to never light,
Always searching,
Surprising the brown land with color.
Minutiae ants that build and gather
Along the trail to the river
Their land, not mine it seems.
I'm careful to not step on their work.
Mindful to note that an awesome landscape
Will always consume me, while
Minutiae below it belong to my path.
Making that landscape come alive.
Oh, how not so trivial!
S.R.A. Gilbert, a native New Mexican, was born in Belen, NM, schooled there to high school and later attended the College of St. Joseph on the Rio Grande which later became the University of Albuquerque. Presently, she works for the College of Education at the University of New Mexico. (July 05)
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