Selected Work

        by Taylor Graham










        IDEAL CHARACTERS


          They were ideals, that were more vivid than the abstract reals
          of actual, human life.
          - Elihu Burritt, "The Reality and Mission of Ideal Characters"

        Elihu, across a century and a half
        I imagine you
        journeying by staff, incognito,
        to the furthest northern reaches
        like some saint or hero
        of ancient legend.

        How time softens the edges
        as it polishes the focus.

        Still, if I wished,
        I could list your faults:
        naive, impractical and otherworldly,
        blindly optimistic, a dreamer.
        Don Quixote without squire,
        damsel, or horse.

        The evening news tells me enough
        of the dreamless side.


        CHRESTOMATHY


        A word she still remembers, as in
        Chrestomathie de L'ancien Francais,
        which sits on her shelf, a familiar spine
        unbroken by the years.

        He's gathered for her this new
        collection in English, a language
        foreign to her now -- her vocabulary
        rudimentary, pronunciation

        hesitant, brows folded
        like blank sheets of paper inward.
        This new book --poems pasted
        in a binder -- she puzzles over

        till he begins to read, limning
        with his finger the lines.
        Emerson, then Whitman -- those two
        in company used to perplex

        him; now they seem aged but hale
        comrades-in-arms against the gray.
        "They are alive and well
        somewhere," he reads.

        She smiles, and taps her eyes,
        looks upward; rifles
        through the book, dog-earing pages,
        jabs a word with her nail.

        Thomson, old blank-verseman. "I
        have!" she declares. "And sung of
        Nature with unceasing joy," she
        recites to him out loud.


        THE OTHER HALF OF A WORLD


        His hands grip the lectern
        by both its sides. Does he expect it
        to buck and get away? Big
        hands, as if toughened at the forge;
        they could shoe a knight's great horse
        or raise the mainsail of a frigate.

        But these are other times,
        and his hands have opened, palms
        outward, bright against the black
        habit as the shores of Morocco
        open their arms full of tangerines
        and cinnamon.

        They beckon a tenement child
        of smokestacks
        who just last night dreamed
        peaches and hibiscus, and woke up
        famished with the taste
        of Medina on her tongue.

        Does he think he can
        make her reach out
        her right hand?
        How wide the ocean
        in between.
        All he can say is "Yes."


        WASHING DISHES HERE


        The first time, 1985, at my trailer sink,
        I looked past spoons and forks
        at sunset, till darkness gathered
        in the oaks. No one, I was sure,
        had ever washed dishes here before.

        In 1991 I unpacked my mother's best recipes
        stuck into a Bible. Blue Willow, a few
        dried peas, letter from no one I ever
        heard of. In her later years she lost
        the knack for keeping things.

        Christmas 2002. Under the great black-oak
        I buried china shards and stoneware
        after the cupboard shattered onto kitchen
        tiles. The old oak fell a week later
        in a storm. Its cordwood keeps us warm.

        It's 2007. Every piece of glassware's
        smudged with living. I've given so many
        things away - who needs so much?
        I hold up one water-glass against
        the window-pane and look at evening.


        A HEART FULL OF MEMORY

          Critics deny the existence of proof that memories
          can be transplanted along with organs. . . Some . . .
          attribute personality changes in transplant recipients
          to the heavy drugs they must take to prevent organ rejection.
            --Jurriaan Kamp, "Our Hearts Are Full of Memory"

        I woke up with the heart of my enemy, the one
        with his hand on a rifle on the other side
        of walls and concertina wire, the brother or son
        of the man with a bomb in his belt,
        who on a morning of Saturday market
        blew up the stall of grapes and fresh melons
        along with my mother, my sister.

        After I heard the news, my heart
        sickened and died. They cut it out and filled
        the empty space with the heart
        of the enemy. They pumped me full
        of drugs so I couldn't reject those dark
        chambers of blood. I woke up
        asking for candy -- something they manufacture on the other side.
        Sticky sweet, red and melting
        under the tongue. A strange after-tang
        as if I could taste a kiss
        on the mouth of my enemy. How could this
        new heart reject such love?


        IN THE DARK


        The power's out.
        The 24/7 supermarket's shut: its endless
        circuit of shelves & prices, its stubborn
        registers of cash are closed. The lines
        are down, the current's cut; a string
        of streetlights stands in ominous
        silhouette. Night has overflowed
        the dike.
        But hark --unseen
        overhead, some first tones
        start. Way up high
        as from a catwalk, one soft note
        & then another,
        a jazzy riff, a spark.
        Somebody's improvising wind-
        fall apples
        ripening without refrigeration
        in a song; wild-
        flower honey for the sake of bees;
        & pears with a blemish of sweet-
        brown rot, perishable
        as stars.
        Tonight it comes down like
        manna for our famished
        spirits in the dark.


        PERMANENCE


        As if the plains extended, endless
        and immortal as this dirt road
        we're driving, beyond the asphalt
        two-lane, its pavement washed away
        in season after season of rain;
        beyond the fork where we turned left,
        looking for something interesting.
        Ruts and gullies and a crumbling
        rock wall where used to be home-
        stead, and just now, our windshield
        shattered by sun and blue sky.


        PASSAGES


        How long
        since an owl called
        just before dawn?
        In the morning I find
        feathers and fur,
        scraps of bones
        hollow as
        words. Remember
        how we
        used to follow wild
        footprints.
        A flight of quail.
        One image after
        another,
        blurring wings.


        CODE


        The owl's fixed eye
        in its swivel face, the moon
        full as a bloated tongue.
        You're running in your bald
        white nightshirt till
        the squealing revolving lights
        find you, you draw
        them to you. Flashing
        red a thready pulse
        that fades, his blood leaking gently
        between words. Feathers.
        His features
        pale as the moon mask,
        eyes unequal
        to dawn.


        A ROAD CUTS THROUGH IT


        With sun-shades, cameras and notebooks,
        a geology class studies the cutbank
        for what it knows of faults.

        I've stopped my engine in a pull-out
        to listen for the whisper of snake
        through annual grasses dying. Then

        high overhead, a red-tail screams
        his single question: what brings all
        these humans to a hawk's territory?


        LIKE SONG


        Light through the sluice of dawn
        has all the neighborhood dogs barking
        for the unlinking of chains
        and unbarring of doors; for masters'
        reluctant discernment
        of this world by its uncountable
        odors.
          Oh the cosmopolitan
        nose, which scans the trash-bins
        lined up curbside for Thursday pick-up;
        takes in a funky runnel down gutters;
        then runs for the outskirts,

        where a compost heap absorbs morning's
        first warming rays
        and begins to steam and throng.
        These mingled fragrances
        swell in a dog's mind
        like song.


        DOG BREEZE


        It was a hot old summer.
        I couldn't trust a spark of inspiration,
        it was sure to flare up into wild-
        fire. Just look at this
        notebook full of the ashes
        of dead poems.

        And then came a long dull winter.
        Rain grumbled down the gutters,
        washing away whole sentences.
        I bundled up in quilts,
        trying to remember a single
        sodden verb.

        But now my dog is whining
        at the door. I turn the knob
        and feel the wooosh of air
        in my face. My dog's full-sail
        out of the doldrums,
        the dead-horse latitudes,

        head up, nose taking in the news.
        Let's walk out to greet
        February, let's listen to
        its every word.


        TIMELINESS


        At last you've left off
        all pretense of counting calories,
        of fiscal responsibility,
        and wearing pantyhose.

        As if survivor of a mismatched
        marriage, or the cargo of a liner
        lost in flight,
        you nurture such incredible
        blush-magenta roses.

        Imagine how
        they spring from thornbush,
        each blossom flinging itself,
        a frenzied dancer

        before the final cut.


        Taylor Graham is a volunteer search-and-rescue dog handler in the Sierra Nevada, and also helps her husband (a retired wildlife biologist) with his field projects. Her poems have appeared in Grand Street, The Iowa Review, The New York Quarterly, Poetry International, and elsewhere, and she is included in the anthology, California Poetry: Gold Rush to the Present (Santa Clara University, 2004). (Oct. 2005, April 2006, December 2006, August 2007, February & April 2008).


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