Selected Work

          by Bruce Holsapple











          Day & Night

          Out front, burnt ashcan,
          withery grass, spiny green cactus,
          glaring sun/
          this gray skin of desert
          Get low
          let go

          *


          I wanted to write of putting
          my arms around you
          pulling close

          someone I could approach
          this first time
          over & over

          as new to myself as to you
          a kind of threshold

          *

          love isn't a substance
          there's nothing to possess
          you can't hold wind
          you just listen
          feel it move

          love isn't flesh
          love is a cave
          a habitation
          surfaces & depths

          Oddly like despair
          you reach the end
          when you discover
          you need to turn constantly
          start over

          this goes nowhere

          *


          close & separate
          hot & green
          inside & out

          align the perspectives
          I, me, your
          wet / dry
          goodbye
          hello

          put the prepositions in place
          in, at, of, by, for
          conjunctions &/or/but

          turn it around again:
          "of hello," "under goodbye,"
          "at me," "until you,"
          among or through

          think you day
          think you night

          look up at the stars
          spread their billion ways

          you draw lines
          between those points of light
          make connections
          anyway you choose

          & I chose to believe

          I couldn't believe
          for you


          Hi Ho, Silver, Away

          The silver rain bubbling off
          the tarred parking lot,
          the sky a flattened sheen--
          silver puddles spread everywhere,

          the distribution of wealth--
          William Jennings Bryan,
          an heroic campaign!

          What was your name again?

          (always this bureaucratic waiting game
          up one floor
          down two

          like they invented music
          & it belongs on the dance floor)
          you're outside
          they're in

          shiver back to the truck
          A desultory work week
          home to television
          home to snores

          "Mr. John Dough"

          a card-carrying member
          of Sears Roebuck
          Exxon, etc

          your silver sides flashing--
          a kind of aluminum foil
          a bent event

          which struggles to rise/
          & they can you into sardine
          pure something

          crinkle, crinkle, little star

          nothing to arrive
          but the furniture


          My Place Or Yours


          I knew better than to kiss you

          I wanted to see what difference you'd make
          what change of skin
          what landscape
          the small artificial lights
          crawling moon site

          this skull of caves
          this plaid skirt
          this Madagascar

          perhaps a taxi I'd climb inside
          get delivered elsewhere

          *

          I'm thinking of your face
          flashing green eyes
          wrinkling smile
          the difference a kiss makes
          the subtle relation between "you" & "I"
          become thunderheads
          red atmospheres

          "a pure sluice of white glare"

          When I look into your face
          I think it's your face I see
          your horizons
          your flashes
          your sunsets
          but it's not so

          your face looks into me


          Election

          Make a provocative statement:
          Dear Dungeon
          Dear Romance

          I want pizza, gooey cheese, tomato sauce
          a light brown crust

          several bright explosions

          a large pink mouth
          some mythic dimension

          I seem to have lost any other
          account of myself

          *

          Susan Redcalf, straw hat pushed back
          sassy black curls
          glittering eyes

          The enchantment of a girl's laughter,
          a half-forgotten language

          Just what do you see in me, those eyes say,
          that I can trust?
          Namely, what have you got invested?

          *

          Why, for instance
          like seeing blue chicory
          my window down
          a field otherwise brown
          the same tired approach
          who's driving who
          God it gets close

          *

          Smoky blue barbecues
          the Fourth of July
          flags draped over rows of identical patios
          the folks gathered in secret backyards
          squabbling how ribs burn
          who's pumping who

          celebrate the fireworks

          *

          Tiny brown sparrow
          in the tar parking lot
          tail stuck up
          downy feathers fluffed
          wings vibrating
          giving it all up

          *

          But he will always die
          in this scene & her bosom sigh
          & go flat

          *

          what a loud muffler
          what a lousy truck
          cracked windshield
          puff puff puff
          down the road


          Bruce Holsapple is currently working in central New Mexico as a speech-language pathologist. He taught briefly and has a scholarly essay on Phil Whalen's poetry forthcoming in Paideuma. His poems have appeared in The Poker, House Organ, First Intensity and Blue Mesa. (February 2008)


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