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Sneeze
After the stewardess handed me
a tiny bag of party mix,
I remembered your last comment.
You said, "I can't find the cashews
in our relationship."
I didn't understand then what you meant.
But today,
sitting between a fresh-eyed boy,
staring at the skyline ofManhattan,
3,000 ft. above,
and the old King of Mattress sleepy to my left,
who fools people with his weekly
liquidation sales,
I understand.
the cashew--
the solitary crescent moon in each bag,
the ultimate surprise,
the crunch, the salt, et cetera--
is the most cliche diamond in disguise;
it's the leap year, the penny
between the sidewalk and your car,
and I forget to reach for it.
"We're no longer in Pittsburgh,"
the pilot reminded us hours ago.
I look at the boy to my right
and the man to my left.
I'm stuck in between.
My eyes are teary, but I'm not sleepy yet.
The cashew is at the bottom of the bag.
If I sneeze,
I might miss it again.
My mule and I,
the pretend cavalry,
barely move.
The train approaches.
The steam spews.
I'm so ill-prepared,
worried about
losing daisy,
losing count--
Ê
She loves me.
She loves me not.
Five petals to go;
fifty-thousand more
trailing the tail
of my dehydrated mule.
At least Don Quixote
had the windmills.
I have flowers
with half-pulled petals.
She loves me.
She loves me not.
The ground trembles.
The train whistles.
He kisses her
like Bogart kissing Bergman.
We stop to drink.
I stare at the ripples of the pool.
My mule smiles at my reflection.
She loves me.
She loves me not.
My story unfolds twice:
First,
the villain kisses her;
she doesn't scream.
He kisses her again.
She moans with pleasure.
By the time
I strain my neck,
she rides into the sunset with him.
The last petal falls.
She loves me not.
Or,
before a rain cloud blossoms,
my mule outruns
the speeding train,
and before he kisses her,
he hears the call
of my bugle, the trampling,
the quiver of a heart,
and he runs.
I pull the last petal,
O Lord,
she loves me;
she loves me.
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